hurtin

I'll never fall in love, I'll never find a person I'm certain, still searching, but nothing's really working I'm hurting, why the f*ck am I hurting These verses are the only reason why I'm lurking On this earth, I'm on the verge of taking my own life It hurts, but f*ck, it works, I'm sure it'll help If I go through with it, probably going to hell Won't have a story to tell, feels like I'm throwing myself Off of a cliff, and no one could help I should just pull out my heart, put it up on a shelf But I just take it out, give it to someone else So they can break it again, f*ck that, I'm taping it then Escaping within my mind Give a f*ck about my life People always tell me that I should fucking die Maybe I should listen to their fucking advice Go and get a knife, put it on my neck and slice Or my wrist, whatever it is I need a fifth of gin for every sin that I did I'm drowning at the deep end, I'm back to bleeding No one likes me, so I'm always lonely on the weekends No more singing, I'm rapping now, fucking bringing That snappy sound while I'm weeping I'm slapping clowns as I'm scheming Not happy wow, only demons can see the real me believing I'm dreaming, but it's reality Sad as f*ck, but I'm glad to be breathing Like every day, yo, I need a halo I'ma be praying for it, so please God don't say No, I may be craze though, so I'ma lay low Until I get it, I'ma sit back, watch the rays glow Never fall in love, I'll never find a person I'm certain, still searching, but nothing's really working I'm hurting, why the f*ck am I hurting Yeah, why the f*ck am I hurting I'll never fall in love, I'll never find a person I'm certain, still searching, but nothing's really working I'm hurting, why the f*ck am I hurting Yeah, I got no reason to be hurting