Maintain (Outro)

Beauty in the struggle finding strength through the pain Endure and sustain Yeah Always seem to write the hottest songs When It's colder And search for my youth As I start to grow older But I'm so far gone Can't see no coming closer Moving fast but let me take my time Just to go by slower Appreciate the days and count up all the nights Just righting all my wrongs And bringing dark to light Fire burning in my soul But my heart is cold as ice Tryna change the way I think Not just simply black and white Starting to find some peace But I still don't feel no closure Cause I have all I need But I want some more exposure Could never even stop I got that chip up on my shoulder To get everything I dreamed It ain't over till it's over You can take my word Best believe I stand on that Not negotiating changes No I'm not a Diplomat If you not in the picture now That's where you staying at My focus staying forward Life is way too short to be looking back It's beauty in the struggle Finding strength through the pain Takes a certain type of will To endure and sustain I found the more that I'd loss I had way more to gain No one said it would be easy But through it all I maintain It's beauty in the struggle Finding strength through the pain Takes a certain type of will To endure and sustain I found the more that I'd loss I had way more to gain No one said it would be easy But through it all I maintain Not another ordinary More like an extraordinary Putting working over wishing Not odd, not talking Fairly In the stars like the Cosmos But need me a Wanda To help alleviate my stress And count up some commas Time and time again People cool when it's convenient Then become the biggest fans When I get the big achievements But it's funny how the same people Was just disagreeing with me And said J4YY-B this ain't gone work for you G Well It's really crazy how the tables turned The lessons that been taught And all the bridges burned I saw them all as yellow lights So now I'm not concerned Because I can't stop I'm past the point of no return I've learned In this life you gone survive or live And the amount you want Is the amount you gotta give People change just like the seasons So you can't rely That's why I keep that mindset of D.I.Y So I Do it yourself or nobody will Just because the waters shallow Doesn't mean that they're still I rather have the bitter truth The sweetest lies cant fulfill So in a room full of fake I'm the one that stays real So I'm Living in the moment but I'm two steps ahead Cause understood doesn't need to be said Even though I'm Dying right now doesn't mean that I'm dead So imma Maintain and just keep my head It's beauty in the struggle Finding strength through the pain Takes a certain type of will To endure and sustain I found the more that I'd loss I had way more to gain No one said it would be easy But through it all I maintain Beauty in the struggle Finding strength through the pain Certain type of will To endure and sustain More that I'd loss I had way more to gain No one said it would be easy But through it all I maintain That's a wrap