Still Wonder

I still wonder I've been caught up in my memories Thinking back when it was you and me All the things I did for you, you would do for me And as I'm writing this verse feels like a eulogy Cause in my mind I know your feelings passed away for me But my heart be acting different cause I still wonder Really a hopeless romantic, I often fall under A rock and hard place inside my mind Wishing for a chance, praying that the stars would align Yeah my Mama knows best and she never steered me wrong She could tell that you was different and the love we had was strong But foolish pride start to rise, I acted dumb How I let you slide chasing pennies, but you the one I was really young, but that's really a weak excuse Lying to myself to lighten all my pain from the truth Now you with somebody else I peep y'all pictures on the gram A thousand words in my mind but all I can say is damn Right person wrong wrong time, I always thought that's make believe Until I witnessed first person how it happened to me Real genuine soul, she still supporting all my dreams I do the same for her business but her business not with me It's really tough tryna get over you And at some point it had to happen, it's been long overdue Even if my chances few imma still have some hope All I need is one night to get it right like lil boat So for now I'll simply float, I like to keep it steady These diamonds keep me cool, all white like I'm Betty Weight is nothing on my shoulders But for you my heart is heavy You just say the word and know that I'll be ready I still wonder could I ever be your man I still wonder do I even have a chance I still wonder how you slipped from my hands If I could turn back time I'd do it over again I still wonder could I ever be your man I still wonder do I even have a chance I still wonder how you slipped from my hands If I could turn back time I'd do it over again You don't realize what you have until it's really gone But I can't turn off my radio, I'm sick of love songs Not living with regrets but I wish we never did it Cause ain't no way we can't be friends After I dived in your spirit I'm talking 1st class, imma treat you with some priority They ain't stepping how you stepping No matter what's the sorority Me and you against the world, now don't that sound poetic Imma always do you justice stick beside you we magnetic I won't forget it even when I get the fame Could have all the money in the world but still I'll never change Cause when it comes to you that doesn't even matter You'll be right by my side make moves like jagger Not tryna over step, don't wanna be a home wrecker But I hope you think about this better late than never I'm not tryna make you choose, don't confuse this for no pressure But if you don't then it's whatever Yeah…