HELP

They say nothing lasts forever, but my pain been eternal Been a couple months since I got out the inferno Doesn't matter where I go, they got me in the thermal So I I feel like I need ganja To help me with this trauma This might just all be karma Punishing me until I crack All my demons loving that I think I might need ganja If life is all this drama Then can death be nirvana Probably not, doesn't matter though Gotta suck it up and go, moving forward with the flow Made too many wishes now, while I was in hell That I might as well be drowning in a wishing well Never had related more to Juice WRLD Than I do now, his words now, they do sound like My thoughts on a rainy day There's so many things I wish I could change Life throws curves in my way It's relentless everyday They say nothing lasts forever, but my pain been eternal Been a couple months since I got out the inferno Doesn't matter where I go, they got me in the thermal So I I feel like I need ganja To help me with this trauma This might just all be karma Punishing me until I crack All my demons loving that I think I might need ganja If life is all this drama Then can death be nirvana Probably not, doesn't matter though Gotta suck it up and go, moving forward with the flow It don't matter how I'm feeling at the time Gotta keep on moving forward so I don't get left behind Never had no one that I could ever truly say is mine Loneliness been my BFF all my life This year been the worst so far Reckon it could get worse next March I don't feel at home in the dark It's just all I've known this far They say lasts forever, but my pain been eternal Been a couple months since I got out the inferno Doesn't matter where I go, they got me in the thermal So I I feel like I need ganja To help me with this trauma This might just all be karma Punishing me until I crack, All my demons loving that I think I might need ganja If life is all this drama Then can death be nirvana Probably not, doesn't matter though Gotta suck it up and go, moving forward with the flow