Pennies

The pharmacy and supermarket took my last pennies Wallet empty but I'm full and I'm high Only feel good when alone and I don’t really know why Understanding happiness is something money can’t buy And if you could I couldn’t afford it Let alone support it Id probably run dry then abort it My life ain't sorted Out And all these pictures that I painted out of confidence and cockiness Are soggy and their dripping in doubt Cause I got bullet wounds in armor meant for arrows And everywhere I look I see scarecrows And every step I take my path narrows I pray to pyramids just like Pharaohs, god I'm just hoping that I find a way out Of this fishbowl of thoughts See my reflection I'm lost Feel like my life is on pause, yeah and my spirit is tossed So im'ma have a stale cake, over baked, no frosting Id rather feel nothing then feel nauseous It gets exhausting The pharmacy and supermarket took my last pennies Wallet empty but I'm full and I'm high Only feel good when alone and I don’t really know why Understanding happiness is something money can’t buy Can’t buy Overthinking over drinking under smoking I stay choking on my words I pick up the pen and write until it hurts The past two years of my life have been a blur, and I prefer To talk about it on s song Then discuss it with my mom Cause dropping bombs on people really isn’t fair This shits a circus, it ain't worth it They don’t really even care, cause lies a game to most So im'ma make a toast to all the shit that I been through Bottoms up as tomorrow continues, cause The pharmacy and supermarket took my last pennies Wallet empty but I'm full and I'm high Only feel good when alone and I don’t really know why Understanding happiness is something money can’t buy Something money can’t buy