Ghosting You

I promise I'm not ghosting you There's just a couple things I'm goin' through I always call first, prioritize myself Cause I could lose it all And fall down a deep hole I prioritize myself (I retried your love) I do it for my health (Just an introvert) Start growin' on my wealth (Don't stress, I'll be fine) I kept asking you for help (To get out of my mind Promise I'm not) I tried to get you out my mind I couldn't shake the feeling I know I say this every time but I been reminiscing Bonny and Clyde, my ride or die we took it to the ceiling Forever I ride Wit me or not Know you forever wit me I know that you come first Make up then it gets worse It's just a couple things I'm going through In my head To much pain It'll overcome my sorrow Been trynna find some peace in all my friends but only god knows Real situations kill my patience but I follow Know I'm getting close to find your love it's getting far tho Gotta stay focused, I can't let the doubters overcome my mind Rebuttals with the family, shit happenin' every time It's like whenever I get progress, I get pushed back to the ground I love you, ain't gon' change, but I gotta do me now I know you feel I'm ghost in you I can't help it, I'm not over you I would rather that I'm close to you It's just a couple things I'm goin' through I feel they out to get me and trusting ain't easy, I'm reminiscing These bitches say they love you, then leave, so I've been distant I try to get my girl to leave me 'lone, but she ain't listen Took a break, I fucked ah hoe and got back with her, now I'm chilling I told you, don't you blame me, them demons been so fulfillin Get on my knees and pray to God, so every day repentin Emotional scars, I try to cover, I need stitchin But they opening whenever I think about how I'm feelin Remember days, I was runnin' through the city with them children Now they goin' to every other place, my past, where they livin Took a break and I came back, I had to find out how to get to Choose who make it and who die, because my city been so wicked Feel im the chosen one, ain't got it all, so I'm workin till that day to come Don't chase a bitch, cause lately I've been on my money run Just chase a bag and don't look back until you #1 That's what they told me now I feel like I'm the best to come I know you feel I'm ghostin you I can't help it, I'm not over you I would rather that I'm close to you Prioritize myself It's just a couple things I'm goin' through (And fall down a deep hole I gotta watch my mental)