Heart Racing

It's J9, Have mercy on me Don't wanna end up on no tee Street violence it'll kill you fo' you ever leave yo teens I want the green, up late night and I'm thinkin' bout laacee I never would've thought you'd be one end up to leave They say it costs to be a boss so I'ma take it cross the roads 100 days, 100 nights, I'm doin' on my own Wan' take my soul, have mercy on my heart, can't let her go If simplified, I really think you still wouldn't even know I sacrificed myself, I wanted better, not no help Overnight thinkin' why my heart up on the shelf? ain't nun left But I go searchin' for your love, give me a way and I'll be there They ask whats love, I cannot say, cause truth be told I never felt Can't take this life from me, I seen my grandpa die It hurt me up inside, I had to look inside his eyes I had to watch my grandma cry, my life had flashed before my eyes So now I gotta beat my odds, I cross my heart, look to the sky I know my fallen soldiers watching down on me, the chosen angel The life I live, you cannot understand, gotta look from different angles You try to walk up in my shoes, it's gon' feel like you being strangled They like, that boy, he goin' stupid in the booth, you cannot tame him It's hard to blame me, but it's all on me I take that chance and now they call on me Either you with me or against, ain't no between I know the road that I'm goin' on, it ain't clean Grim Reaper, he want ha soul, but can't keep her He steady fightin' with his people They say he follow, ain't no leader, I prove them wrong though Back to back, gettin' up the road, I do my own shows Laid to my bed like all alone, wan call my phone though I reminisce about older m days I'm in the front row I'm in that zone, now don't let me off, I'll kick your door down It's hard to tell the truth, I've been a player I try to love and love again, but I ended up to play her She tried to fake and have a baby, heart was racing and I'm no chaser Got the flick off Instagram, like, what you sayin'? Love me later Bitch, I'm the man, f*ck a hater, Im off a zan, percolator I roll a wood, let me blaze it And do my dance, just like I made it I was down bad on my dick these niggas laughed, change they faces I'm the chosen one, like, Cee 4l with me, Hammer the baby