Bathroom floor

How can I put my thoughts into a song when I don't know how I feel? All I know is that it's time to let go of what I can't change You try to tell me I am holding a grudge When I'm just holding a boundary It is what I have to do to keep from losing myself 'Cause it doesn't matter how bad you break me How small I feel because of you Now I know that it's not the true I wanted to fight, not give up But I fell in this cold war I quit crying on the bathroomfloor Always the one saying I'm sorry 'cause I thought that brings peace Surrendered so that little fights would not break out into storms I choose peace over drama, distance over discussions I should not be on fire just to keep you warm 'Cause it doesn't matter how bad you break me How small I feel because of you Now I know that it's not the true I wanted to fight, not give up But I fell in this cold war I quit crying on the bathroomfloor It's just because I'm getting tired standing up for myself Just to give in after all But I'll always love you That will never change And maybe soomeday you'll say sorry first 'Cause it doesn't matter how bad you break me How small I feel because of you Now I know that it's not the true I wanted to fight, not give up But I fell in this cold war I quit crying on the bathroomfloor