Without You

Four in the morning feeling so torn Going to pull out my phone got to write and record Some shit on my chest feelings I can't ignore I'm eating my heart out just tryna restore The bond that we built I said what I said though it isn't how I feel I'm riddled with guilt my pride is too real I know I'm too set in my ways Got a message I got to relay Id take it back but what's wishful thinking ever done for us I'm wishing you'd answer my phone calls Knowing good and well it's really done for us I did too much because I was insecure Needed validation never got no patience now I'm activated Flipped the switch and had to back away Had to pack it up with the masking tape Trying to find the words got a lot to say Got to find myself or I'll hurt everybody along the way and that's not ok I've been led astray let me find my way Only time will tell but you don't got to wait I'm going to holla back when I get it straight If its meant to be got to have some faith (If its meant to be love will find a way) Lately when I'm drinking I just think about you Sorry for projecting all my shit upon you I know you prolly hate me I would hate me too When I'm sober I can't cope with how to go without you Lately when I'm drinking I just think about you Sorry for projecting all my shit upon you I Know you prolly hate me I would hate me too When I'm sober I can't cope with how to go without you Sipping drink after drink in my living room New fling with me but she's not you Hit the pussy until I dissociate Kick her out now she thinkin I'm rude This shit got me stuck in a mood Reminiscing on fucking with you I see the bottom of the bottle Feeling like I'm at the bottom for how I had mishandled you I be fucking hoes until my stamina drain They moaning out daddy I'm moaning your name Numb to the shit on some novacane In my brain I be thinking of older days bout to go insane Young nigga can't get his bitch back Me and any other broads nigga that's mismatch Said she got some wet wet but her shit whack Made her feel less than great I regret that Lately when I'm drinking I just think about you Sorry for projecting all my shit upon you I Know you prolly hate me I would hate me too When I'm sober I can't cope with how to go without you Lately when I'm drinking I just think about you Sorry for projecting all my shit upon you I Know you prolly hate me I would hate me too When I'm sober I can't cope with how to go without you