Depression

Yeah, J Dolla, All this depression in my body, I'm just tryna find a peace of mind Depression takin over and I'm tryna find a way out All these demons in my head and I'm tryna make em stay out If you saw what's on my brain, there's some shit that'll make you pray bout I gotta get my shit together, My mental health bitch I don't play bout All this stress up in my body, I'm just searchin for a little peace I be paranoid as hell so everyday I carry around my heat I be tossin, I be turnin, I can barely get no fucking sleep I be rollin up the gas cause I be dealin with anxiety All the shit that I encounter, swear to God that shit ain't fair to me So much anger in my heart bitch I think I need some therapy Maybe ventin to somebody will just bring a little clarity But I don't wanna tell my business while a bitch just sit and stare at me My big brother in the feds, I just want his ass to come home My sister lost her life, I just can't believe that she gone My pops and granny right there with her, I just wish they'd call up my phone Cause ever since they left the planet nigga, I been feelin alone Have you ever felt stuck like your heart and mind is trapped up? I be tryna keep it cool, I be tryna relax bruh I thought that nigga was my homie, why you go behind my back bruh Had to lay him on the ground like a bitch his skull cracked up Niggas movin weird and I'm sick of all that phony shit Get the f*ck from around my circle, ain't no more of that lil homie shit I don't trust none of these niggas, I'm still fucked up bout my best friend R.I.P my nigga Tony you gone forever be my best man My feelings non-existent cause my heart is cold as ice cubes I remember bein in love with this bitch, that was my mood But she took my heart and broke it, left me lookin like a dummy So ever since that situation I treat these bitches extra scummy I can't take no more losses, I'm just searchin for the opposite Prayin for some wins, I'm finna take off like a rocket bitch Suicidal thoughts had crossed my mind, but I erased them out The devil thought he had me, F*ck that nigga I know he hate me now