Diamond (feat. Prahfit Amor)

And I remember Cold July's and hot decembers From what I remember I see the pain every time that I close my eyes Ye chopping up the soul in 2005 That sample hit me different I was really down and out But I still kept ten toes on the ground Everything was simple living at my Mother's house When I was old enough I found a job to help her out Going through my adolescence with my Father in corrections Didn't call or send a letter he was out doing whatever Didn't think he'd choose the streets over his son I stand corrected I was tired of dropping fries I told them take me off the schedule Now I'm in a new direction always knew that I be rapping Didn't have a plan B but I fed women contraceptives Having sex without protection lost in the sauce That pussy good but now a days I have a lust for more I want a better life for Car that's who I do it for Work in the dark so I'm ready when the lights come on I remember being down for a minute Then stuck in the middle But now we up on these niggas up high Shining on them S.I.'s I be this way until I meet my demise And I remember being down for a minute Then stuck in the middle But now we up on these niggas up high Shining on them S.I.'s I be this way until I meet my demise Said no lies As a kid I was dishonest and I couldn't tell you why I was catching attitudes if you recognized I lied I can never get it right I fucked up so many times It's the truth and nothing but and that's in every single line Money comes and money goes I guess I don't know how to keep it Burning holes inside my pocket I paid dues to make it even Everybody has a price and that's why it's the route of evil I have nothing to complain about who said it would be easy There's a person hurting more and everybody lives with demons Uncle spinned the vinyl for me then I caught him using needles Said I should lead by faith I should've looked the other way We both used something in vain he used drugs I used his name I been scared to share my secrets they get thrown back in my face I don't talk about my problems and thats why i go insane I been watching what i say so i don't make you feel a way Niggas go against the grain so they'll never have a wave I remember being down for a minute Then stuck in the middle But now we up on these niggas up high Shining on them S.I.'s I be this way until I meet my demise And I remember being down for a minute Then stuck in the middle But now we up on these niggas up high Shining on them S.I.'s I be this way until I meet my demise Said no lies