Fake Smile

Lagi akong andyan sa tabi mo Laging handang damayan ka kahit di mo ako gusto Nasanay na lang na 'di mo ako makita Pero 'di ko rin naman kayang mawala ka Sila'y nagtatanong"Okay ka lang ba?" Ngumingiti lang ako, kahit 'di naman talaga Walang may alam, walang makakaalam Na puso ko'y unti-unting nawawasak na naman So I wear this fake smile, every single day Just to make them think I'm okay But deep inside, I'm barely breathing Holding on to love that's never leaving I'm tired of hoping, tired of the game But I don't want them to see my shame Kasi ang sakit, sobra na At 'di ko na alam kung kaya pa Ayoko nang magkwento, wala namang makikinig O baka may makinig, pero 'di naman iintindihin Sino ba ako? Para pagpilitan pa? 'Pag siya ang mahal mo, 'di ba? Tama na Lahat ng tanong, sinasagot ng tawa Pero sa gabi, 'di ko mapigilang umiyak mag-isa Ang lakas ko sa labas, pero mahina sa loob I'm just a boy who's learning how to let go So I wear this fake smile, every single day Just to make them think I'm okay But deep inside, I'm falling apart Still carrying pieces of my heart You'll never know, you'll never see What you meant, and what you did to me Hindi ko na yata kayang magmahal muli Not the way I loved you so endlessly Sana lang minsan, napansin mo rin Na habang pinili mo siya, ako'y unti-unting nagdilim