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You're incomparable. You're irreplaceable. You're incomparable. You're irreplaceable You're incomparable. You're irreplaceable. You're incomparable. You're irreplaceable I'm not trying to cause commotion. I'm not even sure it's worth it You play with my heart till it's broken but you're like a drug that I keep on smoking Do you even think I have a purpose? I guess I've been hoping for a change I've been hoping for a way. It's why every night I pray I just gotta have faith. I don't even know what to think Maybe I'm as desperate as you thought. I don't wanna blink If I do, I get lost. Now I know I can be better. I could be so much more I don't wanna settle. Let all this peace pour. Pour like the rain Let it fall from the sky. Tell me I'm okay. I won't deny I have a purpose I have a reason. Despite all the hurting, I survive the seasons Fire away. Let it all ricochet. I'm just bulletproof. At least that's what they'll say Tell me your friendship. I'm lonely whenever. Give me a reason to be light as a feather Don't need the drama. Don't need the chaos. Don't need the fake friends who just want some favors I just need the answers I can't seem to find. I'm stuck in the lost and found and I don't even know what's mine Acting like it's okay but there's turmoil inside. Pent up feelings are making me explode this time I need a coast guard for souls. No one can see me in the searchlights Some types of cold. The fire ain't too bright. Lost my entire way I've lost the road. Where did my faith even go And you're wanting something different but I don't want to change I argue with myself and I probably look insane. I don't ever fix it I just love to complain. Want a different outcome but I always stay the same I hate the way my brain responds with rage. The skies are all grey but I like it in the rain I pushed away everything that made me happy and all that remains are who I'm perfectly happy with My misery. Telling myself that I'm winning no victory. All of my hope has been slowly withering I wouldn't even want to be friends with me. Look in the mirror and I just see a different me, yeah Demons are whispering and I've been listening and death is something I've been considering I'm never happy and nothing can pleasure me. I'm slowly losing options I've been through death so many times. It's just so hard to go back and rewind I'm slowly losing time. I'm always telling people I'm fine I always tell myself I'll be fine. But my heart is broken and I know I can no longer hold much I'm just another broken individual waiting for me to shine But as I cry I can no longer keep myself together. I just need support But all I get is rejection but I'll be doing great. I just need a vibe Step aside. I'll be fine. I just need to remember how I can make it better But one day it won't last forever