Anxiety (feat. Rebecca Summer)

I don't fit in with society Turn down a shot and they eyeing me They just don't know what's inside of me They just don't know what i'm tryna be They lookin down on my piety I know these people don't want my entirety They just be giving me hella anxiety I might just pour up and end my sobriety Wait That ain't the answer tho Mind feel poisoned need the antidote I should change what i can and i can't condone Man these thoughts in my head need to cancel those Then again if i do i might get the respect that i think i deserve But can i live with the person i become when the lines are blurred Do i give up or keep up How can i keep my chin up Shoot from deep Or a layup Don't want points in a game I don't even wanna play I should be chasin them bands I should stop asking nicely and start making demands Make it known if you test me you gon catch these hands Maybe then i'll get ahead but where's the line in the sand I don't know, maybe that's not for me Maybe that's not the dream I'm tired of constantly Being told what not to be At the same time i'm sick of being in constant need So how do i balance The yearning inside to go pursue these talents And the need to stack cheese Maybe i should suffer in silence But i can't do it without letting my heart grow callous Maybe i'm just not cut out for this Maybe i put down the dream and pick up reality, whatever that is But can i live with the consequence Do i give up or keep up How can i keep my chin up Shoot from deep Or a layup Don't want points in a game I don't even wanna play I don't even wanna play I don't even wanna play I don't even wanna I don't even wanna This can't go on forever But i can't live with never Is now my time Is it ever Don't want points in a game I don't even wanna play I don't even wanna play I don't even wanna play I don't even wanna I don't even wanna