figure out why

Would you please stop calling on my phone I'm done Not gonna risk anymore of my mental Coming to the realization that I was in love Threw it all away for a paycheck and a clearer mind Said where you going baby I waited long enough But I gotta clear my mind from this this I gotta figure out why I'm this way Feelin insane Everything I ever said or did coming back to haunt me Coming from behind me Even washing laundry Wouldn't of thought I coulda rapped like him Throwing my towel over the back like yeah Smoke too much See the rope Do i do it No, no no She don't wanna go on a bender All night three days uncensored Weed got us right where we need to be Mentally Thinking up a whole god damn fantasy Shit can we Do it again maybe tomorrow Imma quit work i been feeling hallow Tic tac toe I ain't gon get no bitch ass hoe Bitch gonna like me for I dress How I act n how I assess The situation of sex Woah That was all we were in for That's one reason we're no more But I gotta clear my mind from this shit I gotta figure out why I'm this way Feelin insane But I gotta clear my mind from this shit I gotta figure out why I'm this way Feelin insane Said where you going baby I waited long enough But I gotta clear my mind from this shit I gotta figure out why I'm this way Feelin insane