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Im falling down please lift me up I gave you love its not enough You played your games I lost my luck My days the same no switching up Feel far away but close enough To feel your shade when sun is up My heart still aches I fill my lungs to medicate what's broken up But lately I aint gave a f*ck nomo No razor cuts nomo Aint facing blunts nomo Aint gave my trust nomo I live with x and o's You on my side then let me know Ive been going with the flow But its so hard to stay afloat Im in a bad mood Internal scars I like to shut em up with tattoos The darker side and other shit What Im attached to Wasn't me if I attacked you These flaws and insecurities couldn't fit inside a satchel We just floating to we meet our demise Watch reflection you can look in my eyes I'm not a saint I tell the truth in a room full of lies there's no direction when there's movement of side you can't escape I used to think its cool to OD Funny how my friends can hardly know me Go to sleep at 2 Im up at 4 it got me feeling like Im Kobe Running low on grams I think we need another oz Suicidal mind got a blade to my thigh I hardly feed myself they want a piece of the pie Im too aware of self I need some peace from my mind The world is getting blurry But Im seeing just fine But vivid thoughts of a disastrous movie Crazy can happen to me Everyday's a fucked up day no wonder why Im acting moody But its the star shit I guess Its hard to form a mindset This wood and all this alcohol Make it so hard to digest Talk to my therapist yesterday she said Im making progress I shrugged that shit off like okay Maybe we'll see where I get Never caught in vanity My be like a ticking bomb I'm holding on my Sanity