HERE (WORSE THAN OPPS)

Most times I feel like I'm here, most times I feel like I'm not I'm doing shit on the low, I'm hoping I don't get caught I got a story to tell, that's word to biggie, I'm hot Don't f*ck with family for real, cause they be worse than the opps I can feel it in the air, and everywhere that I be Anything that I be doing, anything that I see Can't ask the fam for no help, cause they gon' charge you a fee I mean I get it in the end, I'm just gon' do it for me They try to tell me that I'm here, but I know that I'm not I'm tryna teach these bitches things they ain't never been taught I got my story to tell, that's worth the biggie, I'm hot Somebody tell me how your family is worse than the opps Imagine lending out a hand for them to chop off your finger That's why I stay up on the side, yeah the grass getting greener Bitches flow be so dry, take a trip to the cleaners In the booth, yeah I spit heat, turn that shit to a steamer I don't wanna be here, call me a "Alesia carra" I ain't really got nobody, it's just me and my muva We be going through some things, but she know that I love her He be living his own life, but I still got my brother point in my life where I'm tryna find, answer the questions On my knees, I just pray you take away all the stressing One thing I know, I never stop counting my blessings At this point, tryna live life and just learn all my lessons I ain't asked to be here, but since I am, let me say That this life, yeah it was ours, ain't talking time of the day t So I'ma live, laugh, learn, till I get to the gate And you hating ass bitches, y'all still live that way Last verse on the beat, so I'ma make this quick Y'all can say anything, but my flow still sick Writing my own raps, man y'all just pretend If competition was a group, I still wouldn't see them