Toxic

Pain in my head today I'm way too fucked up I been tryna find the better days but I been fucked up Try to find me a happy place but I been fucked up Try to find me another way but I been fucked up ay Different breed when it come to it Taking L everyday every way Stay in you lane they gon try to come and block you Can't f*ck with niggas that's not in my circle I'm going through some shit that you probably ain't been through Love hurts shit anyday it can blind you Money in my pockets but my heart needing surgery Cuts down deep I don't think nobody healing me And nobody gonna feel this song more than you do And I'm gonna make sure this one hurts They don't wanna f*ck with a nigga cause I'm angrier than ever and somebody gonna end up in the dirt Man I'm not even playing They gon feel what a nigga sayin Feeling mad envy it's dangerous I'm already fucked son going through problems and shit Now I'm the only nigga that's gon go through this shit Luck never coming, niggas saying karma's my bitch I got a girl name problems and she already lit Put the pain in my music now they listen and shit They gon hear it for the moment but the pain never ends And I'm, tired living in this hard life Take a risk in what I do so you invest time And I'm confident in what I say in these lines They gon want a piece of me when I'm up high I know I know the shadows behind me I know what real from the fake, if they not right here with me they can't be around me I'm living right here, this not for the moment so I'm watching all my surroundings Drifting away from all of my problems my new bitch is dubs and narcotics I think that my problems is toxic Fucked up in my head no pain relief Feeling drained everyday so I'm smoking weed But I gotta be a man and this is what it comes with I wished I had a motherfuckin warning No signs, fucked up, now I'm out of it, No timeouts, 3 seconds till the buzzer hit Brain damage having niggas thinking that I'm sick All I'm tryna do is stack up on some Benjamin's Now I'm fucked up finding another way Now I'm fucked up finding a happy place Now I'm fucked up finding those better days Now I'm fucked up pain in my head today I know the shadows behind me I know what real from the fake, if they not right here with me they can't be around me I'm living right here, this not for the moment so I'm watching all my surroundings Drifting away from all of my problems my new bitch is dubs and narcotics I think that my problems is toxic