Goodbyes

I'm no good at goodbyes Can't see what's left behind I still feel stuck inside I can't detach this time I'm no good at goodbyes It all feels numb Can't see what's left behind I can't move on I still feel stuck inside I'm all undone I can't detach this time I need to relax but hate to see you go Time movin fast, but its suddenly slow Try to react, but my face feels emotionless Breathe in, breathe out, let's go Just need time to reflect on the moment But at the same time, really I don't Can't seem to wrap my brain around all the pain of leaving somebody you know Why can't I feel? Don't seem to know Why can't I express all the feelings I have? Where do my thoughts and emotions all go? I know that the pain and sadness is in there But feels like I'm digging for treasure and gold Gotta keep breaking the surface and finding myself to understand how I'm paving my road Wanna be present even when I feel distant I know but I'm no good at goodbyes Can't see what's left behind I still feel stuck inside I can't detach this time I'm no good at goodbyes It all feels numb Can't see what's left behind I can't move on I still feel stuck inside I'm all undone I can't detach this time I can't think fast like a pump fake I try to smile, but it feels fake All the words I should've said Made my teeth hurt like a toothache I never really had a poker face I guess I'm just bad at playing pretend And my hands shown, I got no space So now I'm alone in my feelings Seems like I'm out of luck As of recent, I'm losing trust But I'm tryna figure out All my reasons for self doubt Clawing me taking me out Fighting me, bringing me down Alone in my thoughts Alone in my room Alone in my house So many plans that are covered in clouds But I'm figuring out I'm no good at goodbyes Can't see what's left behind I still feel stuck inside I can't detach this time Listen I'm no good at goodbyes It all feels numb Can't see what's left behind I'm all undone I still feel stuck inside I can't move on I can't detach this time I can't