Isolated

I've been isolatin' Outta control Misbehaving Don't think I can take it My minds been everywhere but in the right places It feels contagious Wreckless thoughts drive me crazy Can't put a finger on the hurt There's no medication It's concealed Taking time They say it heals Can I stop and make a deal? If I say goodbye for real Will you promise that you're never near? I hate my fears Got me questioning myself I gotta get up outta here I have hope that a better man Built with better plans Will bring life to this wasteland Make me understand That I can't hide what's been hurt And I can't take back what's said But I've gotta move on, be strong And give it all that I can Hold up It's about time that I work on my dreamin' This is where I go if I wanna show where all I'm bleeding This is antidote And it's killin' all of my demons But the past will relapse along with all of my feelings I've gotta quit with all this nonsense My regrets just make me nauseous. I can't go a second without thinkin' Am I humble? Am I honest? Can I get by with no problems? Did I really try my hardest? If I really made it big Would I stand by with what I started? I've been isolatin' Outta control Misbehaving Don't think I can take it My minds been everywhere but in the right places It feels contagious Wreckless thoughts drive me crazy Can't put a finger on the hurt There's no medication It's concealed Taking time They say it heals Can I stop and make a deal? If I say goodbye for real Will you promise that you're never near? I hate my fears Got me questioning myself I gotta get up outta here Rockstar from the 'ville But these some painful blues They stayed away from me Because they saw what pain could do See, I was tryna isolate But I got double teamed My family showed me all the trouble that the money brings You so delusional I was your biggest fan I promise I was routing for you When you was down I picked your head up And I boost it for you All of these games I swear to God that I would lose 'em for ya Now I'm in my own lane You tryna play with me You messin' with the wrong game You feelin' right because you worry 'bout the wrong things And that's the devil talkin' for ya boy I hope you get your mind right before the sun come up I've been isolatin' Outta control Misbehaving Don't think I can take it My minds been everywhere but in the right places It feels contagious Wreckless thoughts drive me crazy Can't put a finger on the hurt There's no medication It's concealed Taking time They say it heals Can I stop and make a deal? If I say goodbye for real Will you promise that you're never near? I hate my fears Got me questioning myself I gotta get up outta here