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Man I feel this I feel this in my soul These demons they follow me God, I pray they get off of me Cause from night through the morning Through night they just seem to be taunting me All the anger and envy builds up Flowing straight through my arteries I pray when I wake Lord, I don't know what is wrong with me What's stopping me? Can't tell Been searching for reasons, oh well I try on my own, I fail Into the darkness, I sail It cycles like seasons I miss the way I be feeling Then on other days, I forget the pain And my blessings are all that I'm breathing Please God, oh please I'm on my knees I've been fighting pain for so long I can't breathe Why the devil make me question if things are really quite as they seem? When I lose my balance Lord, I know you're always where I should lean Why God, why me? I'm on my knees I've been fighting pain for so long I can't breathe Why the devil make me question if things are really quite as they seem? When I lose my balance Lord, I know you're always where I should lean I always think why me? Why I got all these nice things when there's people out there that's dying? Thinking lines and saying things just like me But they're not seen by loved ones They're on their own and they're lonesome They're in debt and they're homeless Why God, why can I not see the motion? Or the direction you're moving towards? I'm sick of things going overboard l just wanna know, Lord Give me a sign that you're by my side, Lord Cause these nights get cold, and my mind starts to wander And I fear that my doubts will take control of my heart, Lord Please God, oh please I'm on my knees I've been fighting pain for so long I can't breathe Why the devil make me question if things are really quite as they seem? When I lose my balance Lord, I know you're always where I should lean Why God, why me? I'm on my knees I've been fighting pain for so long I can't breathe Why the devil make me question if things are really quite as they seem? When I lose my balance Lord, I know you're always where I should lean