Son Get Back Up

Yeah Sometimes when you're lost You just gotta look up God Thank you for all that you've given me Blessings on blessings on blessings again But now it all feels like my worlds turned around Now I'm back on the ground And I can't seem to win I know you been pushing me Breaking me Growing me All from the start Since I was a kid So give me the wisdom I need understanding For how to dig out of the hole that I'm in Lord, my fortress, my rock, my shelter You knew who I was before I took a breath You are my hiding place, saving grace All that You are is always enough Give me the courage to fight for the light even when it gets tough Know that you hear me Know that you see me You right by my side 'til my time here is over Time here is up God, help Cause I'm out of control right now Got me down on my knees I've been praying, Lord That You show me what I need to see Cause I'm all out of luck And I don't know Remind me what You mean to me Cause I seem to forget That at the hard times You been waiting on me patiently You told me son get back up I'm losing my voice Can you hear me? I'm lost in my head Can you see me? I'm fighting for this Can you feel it? God, give me desire I'm falling from it And I'm stressing today To understand why I stay thinking this way I'm all in my head tryna figure me out So I often forget the one who's been bringing me out Of all of my pain All of my sleepless nights You fought for me Gave me a place to call home When I showed you my wrongs And you made them right You never abandoned when I felt alone You lent me a shoulder when I had to cry God, you're breaking my walls And making me see that I'm not alone Hallelujah, I'm never alone God, help Cause I'm out of control right now Got me down on my knees I've been praying, Lord That You show me what I need to see Cause I'm all out of luck And I don't know Remind me what You mean to me Cause I seem to forget That at the hard times You been waiting on me patiently You told me son get back up I'm waiting Just waiting Can't seem to have the patience It's just fading And making me feel like I'm not worth it And it's painful Can't seem to make out why I'm so stressed But Lord, I'm trying my hardest in getting it off my chest With this music, I'm leaving it all on the line And I'm taking my life just one day at a time I'm a mess in my head But I tell you I'm fine Every one got their struggles And pride can be mine Lock my problems in the basement In darkness, I hide them and tell them be quiet Sit in the corner and don't make a sound Anybody finds out and they might start a riot The devil makes lies turn to gossip And gossip runs off and it ruins everything that it touches That praise to your face doesn't matter What does is what's said when you aren't in the room for discussion True colors come out in the night But God, I know you'll always see me the same I know you won't ever talk down on me You know all my problems And yet, you still call me be name God, help Cause I'm out of control right now Got me down on my knees I've been praying, Lord That You show me what I need to see Cause I'm all out of luck And I don't know Remind me what You mean to me Cause I seem to forget That at the hard times You been waiting on me patiently You told me son get back up You told me son get back up