No Love

Let's make it clear, no love for my ex She's nothing to me, ignore all her texts Find myself healing, trauma from sex Deny all you want, you created this mess I accepted the love, I thought I deserved But I'm not to blame, she knows it was her Making me angry, the pot she'd stir Should've left without saying a word With all these bad things, why did I stay? I always hear everyone ask Well it's hard to express, it's hard to explain My life was a lie, hit by a mask My feelings for her, they came and they went But they were never true, they were twisted and bent The expression from hell doesn't apply In biblical terms, from hell she was sent You're empty inside, not worth a convo Insecure and hatred, dangerous combo Thought that I loved you, nah, you were wrong hoe Won't tell the world, I'll say in a song though Say I'm humble, but you always complained Amazing boyfriend, constantly slaved To fulfill your needs, I was so blind I'm gonna succeed cause I opened my eyes Don't you treat me like a waste of a guy I know I was sweet, more than just kind I hope you're happy with a regular guy Who'd cheat on you like you did that night Think you're worth it and think you're so fly Nobody wants you, don't even lie So many issues I know that you have But trust me, that's not an excuse Everyone struggles and everyone hurts Don't let it out in forms of abuse Not scared to admit, I will not hide I'm open to change, I'm not obtuse But I'm ready to live the rest of my life Without a thought or mention of you Two years ago, I hated myself No value for life, no regard for my health Despite living in wealth and constant "get wells" Behind the mirage, I was living in hell Empty alone, my heart was a shell Looked at my soul, I was willing to sell Searching for meaning, led to finding a girl Equally damaged and equally hurt Hurting inside, two separate worlds We pretended like we could make it work The difference was I gave her my all Made up for my pain, thought love was my call She instead, used me up Forced me to love, forced me to f*ck Started to think this was my luck Couldn't get out, no options, I'm stuck Let's make it clear, no love for my ex She's nothing to me, ignore all her texts Find myself healing, trauma from sex Deny all you want, you created this mess I accepted the love, I thought I deserved But I'm not to blame, she knows it was her Making me angry, the pot she'd stir Should've left without saying a word With all these bad things, why did I stay? I always hear everyone ask Well it's hard to express, it's hard to explain My life was a lie, hit by a mask My feelings for her, they came and they went But they were never true, they were twisted and bent The expression from hell doesn't apply In biblical terms, from hell she was sent You're empty inside, not worth a convo Insecure and hatred, dangerous combo Thought that I loved you, nah, you were wrong hoe Won't tell the world, I'll say in a song though Say I'm humble, but you always complained Amazing boyfriend, constantly slaved To fulfill your needs, I was so blind I'm gonna succeed cause I opened my eyes