Listen for Once

ByScorez Just so you know, this is not disrespect I just had to get some things off my chest I don’t care if you hear this, I’ll let you rest But, hey, let me put you to the test Why you gotta take 10K from my brother? Why you gotta be so judgemental of my mother? To be honest, all the bad times we had overcome the good ones So leave it in the gutter Yes, I know sometimes I fail Gone at worst timing, I guess it’s okay to bail I guess it’s my fault, oh my, oh, me I wanted to die, hoping I would OD So you’re lucky I could never find a way! ‘Cause I know if I did, you’d miss me every day But you left for a while, so what’s the difference? No, you’re not always right, you just like to think different To be honest, all the bad times we had overcome the good ones So leave it in the gutter Pops, please, just listen for once Instead of World of Warcraft in the basement for fun You could’ve come upstairs for once, talk to your son I would’ve told you what’s up, you could’ve helped me the f*ck up C’mon, Dad! What the f*ck is wrong with you? If I have a son, now I’ll know what not to do I’ll teach him every lesson that you never taught me Maybe that way, somebody can fix our legacy You gave me your pain and your fuckin’ last name So now I gotta live with the fact that things might be the same I fuckin’ love food, my depression had grew Fuckin’ aneurysms, like common sense, I got that from you I can’t fuckin’ wait to say, “I told you so” And the day that I do, I’ll be richer than you ever know I’ll help you out ‘cause I love you, even though I know That you know that I’ll continue to grow I’ll teach him every lesson that you never taught me Maybe that way, somebody can fix our legacy Listen for once is all I ask Zack, c’mon, you’re falling off task I'm just wishing for my happiness back Am I even proud to call myself Zack? Yeah, you're my father, but you're not my dad I knew you had depression, that’s why I felt bad Don't even ask me why I'm sad You never fuckin’ listened, what choice did I have? If I got talent, I might as well use it Without a father, I really felt useless Where is my father? Where did he go? Thinking ‘bout you gives me the strength to forever grow I don't really care no more, I don't really know Illusions disappear, but you stay for the show We've been waiting so long And by now you should know we're always strong, I’m always strong And you know what? Just trust me on that I’m always strong