.love again.

Lately, I've had a hard time finding love 'Cause love is one of the hardest things to find It difficult 'cause every time I rise above I tend to lose your mind Focus on nothin' else but passion Nothin' else but her Nothin' else but what happened Once I lost the laughter I broke her heart, and I rap that she broke mine I say that 'cause she never gave me the time Time to change what happened, instead she cried And left me to fall behind So instead, I grew without her around I swam so deep, that I couldn't handle it when I drowned Thought about nothin' but my addiction, and it let her down Ruined my life, the one thing that made me proud So far, that's it The worst year of my life Livin' with the regret, that I may have found the perfect wife The one that left me, without wanting a retry I guess it's time now to live my own life It hasn't been all bad, just thoughts in my head The mental breakdowns, when I break down, the tears that I shed I stay distracted by work, and magic, and lyin' to my friends But if I am being honest, I missed her smile, and the time that we spent I want it back, but I know that it's over I know I made mistakes, I'll just have to learn when I'm older Learn that someone is waiting for me to hold her And once I find that person, I will never let go of her So please, share your stories, I wanna hear what their about See how you've grown, how you overcame your doubt See if your better off with someone better now So maybe, just maybe, there is someone out there for me to love somehow I'm Always Strong