Proud Of Me

Momma, are you proud of me How I'm living, sad to see Lately, I can barely sleep My habits got a hold on me I'm running from that part of me Thought loving her would fill my needs That shit left me more incomplete But, Momma, are you proud of me now I can hardly face you If I take the stand and take a knee Would I blacklist myself from ever finding peace Sins all on my body like they hunting me Thought 'bout popping pills like Molly and just have a feast Find some inner peace, and the Lord knows I'm fucking greedy Yes, I noticed the shit you say, yes, I'm adding reasons But what is the meaning? Ever since I was a kid, I've been searching for reasons Deeper meaning, parents be tweaking Life I'm living, don't wanna be here Feel like I'm bleeding—bleeding Knife in my back, that ain't get there for no reason Sorry, Momma, I'm wrong, I know But my pride won't let this go Falling apart, I'm a monster I'm in the dark, I feel so lost I'm torn apart, yeah Lately, I'm power tripping, I can't listen Feeling myself but feeling something missing Momma, sorry, yes, I'm sorry I can't be there for ya I notice the pain that you been through Single mother, she gone take on my father's problems There ain't shit that she can't handle Battle-tested, man, her courage hard metal Pulling her strength from her mental Momma, sorry that I did it Yes, I admit it, yes, I do miss you But cannot visit, I left for a reason, I'm mission Momma, are you proud of me (How I'm living) Momma, are you proud of me (I'm barely breathing) Momma, are you proud of me Momma, say you're proud of me (Screaming like...) Momma, are you proud of me (Yeah, I'm feeling like...) Momma, are you proud of me Momma, are you proud of me Momma, are you proud of me Momma, are you Momma, are you Momma, are you Momma, are you Momma, are you Proud of me Momma, are you Proud of me Momma, are you Proud of me Momma, are you Proud of me Momma, are you proud of me Momma, are you Proud of me Momma, are you Proud of me Momma, are you Proud of me Momma, are you Proud of me Momma, are you Proud of me Momma, are you (You...) Momma, are you Momma, are you Momma, are you Proud of me Momma, are you Proud of me