Closure. (feat. Nera)

I don't know why I've spent the last nine months Holding out for you to call You probably don't care at all I know You're still latched Onto my thoughts If you would apologize I'd run right back all teary eyed But no I don't hate you Not one bit But recently I've come to find There's so much more Than you and I But I'm still begging for some closure I've been stuck here Wondering why I went from yours to just some guy Hid inside my room For fifteen days Doubt that that was good for me But didn't want the world To see My face I tried calling Once or twice I'm sure it wouldn't Change a thing But you didn't have To let it ring Away I don't hate you Not at all But recently I've come to see Through half the shit You said to me But I'm still begging for some closure I've been stuck here Wondering why I went from yours to just some guy You knew From a bygone place and time I thought that we were meant to be But I guess we were just seventeen To tell the truth I've spent the last few weeks Talking to this awesome girl She treats me like I'm worth the world And more The way she looks at me I'm not quite sure What it is I swear I've never Felt like this Before I don't hate you Swear it's true But it's probably For the best I never speak to you again I don't need your fucking closure I cried for you For far too long But now it isn't you that's gone It's me And I hope you find someone Somebody that loves like her And gets the love that I deserved