three wishes (voice memo)

I wish my brain were functional Maybe I'd be more punctual Sometimes Focus in on what I need to do Instead of spending an hour or two In my mind I wish my mind wasn't fucked And if I'm honest it sucks When I break down and cry And feel like I'm not enough And I hope you can trust that I just Don't know why I wish I deserved you There's nothing, love that, I won't do To make you smile But I fall apart I'm down a piece of my heart When your gone for a while