Bitter

I see you shining bright in your own zone Glowing like a star, you're fully grown But I'm stuck in the shadows, feeling ice cold Regretting every moment that I didn't hold Took you for granted, didn't see the gold Now I'm drowning in my sorrow, story untold You're moving on while I'm stuck in rewind Trying to make sense of why you're no longer mine And it's bitter, oh so bitter Watching you thrive while I wither and wither Oh so bitter I should've held you close, never let you go Oh so bitter Now I'm haunted by the love I didn't show Oh so bitter Should've held you close, never let you go Oh so bitter Now I'm haunted by the love I didn't show Oh so bitter Oh so bitter Believing your truth, making moves in the streets While I'm haunted by regrets and heartbeats I see you shining, living without a care While I'm drowning in this mess, it's just not fair Wish I could rewind time, make things right But all I have are memories, no more fights I learn from my mistakes, though it's too late To win back the love that I don't anticipate Wish I could rewind time, make things right But all I have are memories, no more fights I learn from my mistakes, though it's too late To win back the love that I don't Wanted by the love I didn't show Oh so bitter Should've held you close, never let you go Oh so bitter Now I'm haunted by the love I didn't show Oh so bitter Oh so bitter Believing your truth, making moves in the streets While I'm haunted by regrets and heartbeats I see you shining, living without a care Swallow my pride, admit I was wrong But it's hard to move on when the feeling's so strong I carry this weight till my final day Knowing I let something real just slip away So I live with this bitterness Till the end of when I lost my lover My one true friend, but I learned from the pain Take it as a sign that love's a precious thing Never to decline