The Side Effects Of Love

I feel it's not a love, feeling trapped in the space Your ghost haunts every corner, can't erase your face My bed, it feels so cold, it fell all up in days Tryna make sense of this hurt, lost in a lonely maze Every beat of my heart feels like a heavy chain The weight of this loss got me going insane Just wanna curl up, disappear from sight Stage my own escape from this endless fight The city streets outside, they feel so far away My world's turned grey, every day the same replay How I wish for the strength to just get out of bed Instead this empty feeling echoes in my head Side effects of love, they hit me out of blue Broken hearted, it's broken heart the price for caring about you Wish I could rewind, outrun this misery But I'm stuck in this nightmare, no way to break free, break free Broken hearted, it's broken heart the price for caring about you Wish I could rewind, outrun this misery But I'm stuck in this nightmare, no way to break free, break free Sunshine's through the blinds, but I see nothing but black My energy's all gone, can't find my way back The weight of the absence crushed every single dream This ain't living, it's barely surviving this cruel scheme Just barely surviving this cruel scheme This ain't living, just barely surviving this cruel scheme Sunshine's through the blinds, but I see nothing but black My energy's all gone, can't find my way back The weight of the absence crushed every single dream This ain't living, just barely surviving this cruel scheme The hustle of the block usually keeps me strong But now this hollow feeling drags me along The echoes in my soul, they scream your name How can I move forward, trapped in this twisted game Broken hearted, it's broken heart the price for caring about you Wish I could rewind, outrun this misery But I'm stuck in this nightmare, no way to break free, break free Word on the street is time heals everything But my soul's still bleeding, can't hear my heart sing Side effects of love, laying me out of the blue This broken heart, the price for caring about you This ain't the end, I'll find my strength again Rebuild this shattered spirit, even through the pain Pulling with the punches, that's how the strong survive This heartbreak a test, gonna keep me alive Your love left a mark forever in my core Arise from the ashes, stronger than before Run shines through the blights, but I see nothing but black My energy's all gone, can't find my way back The weight of your absence crushed every single dream This ending just barely survives in this cruel scheme The hustle of the block usually keeps me strong