Asylum Thoughts

Watching scary movies, hoping it would thrill me They think they know a lot, but they don't know the real me Avoiding all these thoughts, they're black just like a T.V. I've been through a lot, the pain just keeps on healing I just keep on breathing, I'm trying to fight these bad things I just keep my faith, and hope they never reach me I just feel insane, my brain keeps contemplating Please don't feel a way, I'm tryna change my thinking I've been feeling sad from the inside and out When it was getting bad, I had to switch my route I was in a drought, I need a big amount I was in my bag, not sleeping on the couch All these feelings of anger and lust Depression, aggression, it's getting too much Confide in my best man, he's never corrupt My girl is a blessing, but sometimes it's rough, yeah You got problems, I got problems that we gotta solve We got some ways of doing things, just hoping it ain't wrong My thoughts just run so fluently, it's like the water's on Can never break my energy, I keep on going strong I just write these verses, I haven't been to churches, in a second But I know God with me, he's my, secret weapon With a message I know he won't, keep me guessing I just gotta learn my lessons Watching scary movies, hoping it would thrill me They think they know a lot, but they don't know the real me Avoiding all these thoughts, they're black just like a T.V. I've been through a lot, the pain just keeps on healing Watching what I say, thinking how I act Felt some type of way, edge of psychopath Feeling like the Joker, crazy makes you laugh If I'm getting high, you know I got that gas I've been going mental, certain things just ain't that simple Happiness my rental, gotta push when I am able I've been so unstable, why they watching like I'm cable If my life's a movie, did you get the thrill you came for