Unforgettable

I hear the disappointment In your voice now A friend respects I've let you down I don't deserve your time or your energy I can apologize I can promise you But that won't change the past Everything been done everything been felt I need to be aware I need to know myself Just a lesson for me Butt an experience for you I say I've tried to be aware I say even though I've failed I see how now I'm one of them Who I've let myself become I'll never feel it I'll just make it worse I'll never feel it I'll just make it worse I'll never feel it I'll just make it worse I'll never feel it You keep me accountable Life goes on and you remember I must remember, must hold to this Use it lest I repeat this I don't even know what's needed to heal I'll never feel how I made you feel I just know how I could ignore this I could just forget live on and rest Frankly sometimes I wish I had selective memory But I couldn't leave you to bear this all alone I need to burn this memory in Else I'm still the me who was scarring But regardless I realize I still am A promise to you is a promise to myself Now with a hope one day I'll be someone With whom you'd wanna share a conversation I'll never feel it I've just made it worse I'll never feel it