(idwt) kms concept

I don't want to kill myself But if I spend too much time In my head I'll lose myself And I don't want to hecking die My brain is like a computer With seven thousand tabs open Close one by one, forget what's done Wish I could just feel apathy You can't relate? Oh boy, that's bad Maybe I need more therapy But if it didn't make me die You know that I'd just be smoking Here's an illusion to "The Kraken" Cause I need to relate it Here's imagery: looming monster My life? It wants to end it It's metaphor for depression Wow I have depression Here's your disclaimer: I am fine I've so much to live for And I'm too scared to kill myself Cause pain? It kind of hurts I've knife by bed and my bedspread Is stained with my own blood It's two years old, the time is told But my clock ticketh none But really, I'm fine Ms. Swoyer, I'm fine I wish I lived in Utah ADHD Moment because Sammy Oh boy, what rhymes with Utah? You've seen enough My brain is... screwed And so I'll say "goodbye" Goodb-