December

Do you remember? That first night when we went on a hike with our friends in December It was cold and the snow fell like pieces of love to the frozen ground Lost what I had found But we rose all the way to the sky Don't you remember? Next to the fire, our bodies colliding and melting together I could feel your breath and my skin burning Told you I saw everything spin I was painfully relieved To know that no matter what, I would be falling with you Do you remember? All the stars were aligned, we were drunk by the red-blazing comet And our power and passion grew bigger as our lips were sealed by the rush Only the two of us Surrounded by strangers and creatures that faded away Things were going great, a young and stupid mess But your spell didn't last much longer I opened up but you never once listened to whatever I had to say Instead you talked about yourself I know you top to bottom but you don't even remember my second name It's funny To find out that eventually we'd be forgetting each other Really thought you would never forget all the bullshit you put me through I guess I grew up, did you? But I'm still locked inside of my room writing things about you So joke's on me I can't believe I romanticized all of the bad things, was blinded by your shallow kindness Forever in love with a twisted game So who's to blame? We were hooked to a story with no happy ending I lost all my friends just to lose common sense So just leave I don't need you here In time I will change And make more mistakes That night in the cold, December's heart boiled I'll leave our room through the door, you can stay as long as you like Just close it whenever you leave