I´m Not So Sure Now

I was tempted to be the one that leaves I can't remember anything Anything from that night From my mind Always running from something Don't you love it? Don't you love it? Don't you hate it? Don't you hate it? It's a game to see who's better at lying to themselves Lying to themselves It's a game A lot's in game I'm seeking, but nobody weeps Nobody leaves So is it worth it? To keep trying To keep trying to leave? Despite everything? Well, I'm not so sure now