Eat Me Alive

Sometimes I can't breathe, Only when I think Lying awake with insomnia every night I can't sleep Fading out slowly, losing control see, heart rate speeding up So I meditate cuz I know me, steady zonin' out I'm going Out for the count now pen out smokin', I wanna stop these thoughts I'm hoping Misunderstood & my mental's broken But momma they don't know how I feel they don't know how I think It's been 6 months now I should probably see a shrink Feel all the walls closing in...on me, I'm fallin' all in again...as you can see I'm going under...could you help me These thoughts could eat me alive, what do I do? One moment thinking I'm alright, that changes soon So someone take me away right now Overthinking lately...all these thoughts about They tell me & should see someone I know, talking myself out of this Like here I go, & I'm feeling too ashamed so I can't help it Putting my family through this pain is so selfish Cuz they don't want this, but they don't get it Just know that if I let it it'll take me, can't let it run my life I can't let this break me, like But momma they don't know how I feel they don't know how I think It's been 6 months now I should probably see a shrink Feel all the walls closing in...on me, I'm fallin' all in again...as you can see I'm going under...could you help me These thoughts could eat me alive, what do I do One moment thinking I'm alright, that changes soon So someone take me away right now Overthinking lately...all these thoughts about