Gaslighting

Such a...shock to me that we been on this, every time that you're confronted You...keep on lying while I'm honest, then I...lose my head with every promise I...swear that I'm going outside of my mind, I...play into your games like all of the time Always...putting my sanity right on the line, no more...trusting my gut or following what's right But...maybe I feed into this too, all this back & forth between me & you When you accuse randomly, as I...start to question my own sanity First you...lie to me then you wanna lie to yourself Then I...challenge the truth and then I say "go to hell" Go...back & forth until we say nothing else Question...my every thought & now I feel I need some help Now...am I crazy?, slightly maybe, manipulated into such You're...gaslighting me enough I...can't believe that I've been blinded, &...now I'm so indecisive So...confused on where my mind is, so...unsure of where the light is, I... I truly lost who I am, I can't remember where I stand On what I used to believe in damn, & now I can't begin to understand But...maybe I feed into this too, all this back & forth between me & you When you accuse randomly, as I...start to question my insanity First you...lie to me then you wanna lie to yourself Then I...challenge the truth and then I say "go to hell" Go...back & forth until we say nothing else Question...my every thought & now I feel I need some help Now...am I crazy?, slightly maybe, manipulated into such You're...gaslighting me enough There was a time there where I umm...truly thought I was losing it Like believing...everything...you know?, words can be...truly deceiving Especially when you'd do like...anything for that person And you think the world of them, there's nothing that they could say or do that would be false Yeah...I was in that...manipulation, a roller coaster...for sure...you know?