If I Feel Like Giving Up

This is dedicated to... Anyone out there who's currently going through it... hang in there Sometimes I don't know where I'm going Sit at night wondering when I'll get over this Hoping soon I'll get better in time as I pray A little lost but trying to fight and find my way At the moment still trying to push forward to keep moving forward Trying to find all of the reasons why I keep on slowing Down, look at me, look at now, I'm really low How am I supposed to help others right now if I'm losing hope? Like... I know I'm gone, isolated and alone Shut myself off from the world and they tell me that I'm wrong For it... but tell me what am I supposed to do right now? When dealing with it it's the only way I know how I been trying to fight for my life I been staying awake at all times Switching up all of the my habits trying to stay away from my mind But they tell me it's gon be alright I'm just hoping it's a matter of time It may feel like lately I've been in a rut Some days where I barely feel like waking up Trust in God even though I may feel I'm stuck But it's my promise I'll reach out I'll hit you up... If I feel like giving up Round and round I keep on going at least it seems When everything halts and you stop... living out your dreams Can't help... all of the thoughts I'm trying to stop I swear Got friends and family texting me saying "I'll be there" for me You think that I would know this It's not as easy and I don't always show it Just trying to move on but never know where I'm going Just trying to take it day by day while I'm hoping Like... I know I'm gone, isolated and alone Shut myself off from the world and they tell me that I'm wrong For it... but tell me what am I supposed to do right now? When dealing with it it's the only way I know how I been trying to fight for my life I been staying awake at all times Switching up all of the my habits trying to stay away from my mind But they tell me it's gon be alright I'm just hoping it's a matter of time It may feel like lately I've been in a rut Some days where I barely feel like waking up Trust in God even though I may feel I'm stuck But it's my promise I'll reach out I'll hit you up... If I feel like giving up