Face It

Catch my breath while I scream at the sky I can't tell who's telling me lies Check my pulse just to know I'm alive They hold me down cause they know that I I feel like flying But they can't hold me down Need to take a dose of inspiration Cause lately I'm feeling vacant Like I'm trapped inside a basement Find a way I can escape it I'm breaking from these chains That make me feel I ain't creative Time to take this wasted time And turn it to something amazing I'm feeling like a hundred bucks My life isn't what it was Only thing I used to care about was trying to catch a buzz Following my intuition cause I know just what it does I can only trust my gut Live until my time is up Will I ever face the music? I don't think that I can do it alone I been through a lot But man, who hasn't? Telling me you haven't Then I'd say that you cappin' Everybody got a couple demons coming at them All that really matter is if you turn your back And everybody out there had they own struggle Growin' up, yeah I had a couple things to juggle Little bit of trouble piecing together the puzzle But it never really mattered, cause I'll make it out the rubble But I can't do this on my own Stuck in my home I'm all alone I been trying to do this by myself But I need some help from somebody else Take shots at me, I don't care Just be prepared to say your prayers Boy I swear you'll see them stairs to heaven if I catch a glare Lately, everybody wanna tell me what I'm not All that I can do is give it everything I got And I'm probably never getting a Bugatti and a yacht But I'm living in the moment Something that most of ya'll forgot I been independent ever since the beginning And all I ever wanted was to do this for a livin' I give in to admittin' that I been missing the mission Because my head's been spinning since last Thanksgiving Will I ever face the music? (Haha, I been waiting on this feelin' far too long man) I don't think that I can do it alone (Think I finally got it back) As a kid, I never wanted to believe in myself Didn't think that I was worthy Had to see for myself That I could do this to this altitude I'm 'bout to do well Cause I'm maintaining this momentum like a pendulum Tell every person at the top I'm rehearsing for their spot I'm feelin' like I'm cursed and it's hurting me a lot I got Ink on my shirt from the words that I jot They determining the worth of a person that I'm not Face it A prodigy? I've got to be Probably an anomaly I'm trying to go make the most of my life because it's a lottery I solemnly promise that I ain't givin' apologies For the fact that I'm genuine Gotta give me some props You see, I'm never gonna let nobody else get the best of me Anyone who ever got ahead of me's dead to me Seven to seventy, never rest till the death of me All I am is a man who been manifesting his destiny Never pay no mind to the people that always doubted me The goal is to grow up to be a person that I'm proud to be Cause ever since the man who said he's tearing down my balcony I'm not afraid to listen when I hear the people shout at me Knew that I was made to do this since I learned to count to three Truth is I was hated for the way I do this alchemy Every time I write, I feel like something's coming out of me The legends looking down on me, but someday they gon' bow to me