Now Is Not Allowed (feat. .Shae.) [Bonus Track]

Sometimes it's soft as a misty rain (Yeah, yeah, yeah) That gently touches my soul (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) Sometimes it's soft as a misty rain (I'm loving you till there ain't nothing left) That gently touches my soul You fell in love with a soldier that is without a war So tho I touch you my mental is on a separate shore So when we took to the ocean and tried to ride the flow We both are caught up in separate currents and drift apart I know it’s ugly and maybe you’re perfect for me I just wanna learn how to love me The way you fucking love me I know This won’t the ending you were hoping for before And I know that i could give you more But I purely been unruly at the peak of my sin I mean this truly girl there’s beauty in the ink in my pen I know you think my heart is darker than the hue of my skin But dishonesty’s the product when the trauma set in So we hurt people that love us And love people that hurt us The feeling is far from sweet when the people we love dessert us It kills me I’m the reason, that you no longer around I just wish that I could show you now But now is not allowed Sometimes it's soft as a misty rain (Yeah, yeah, yeah) But Now Is Not Allowed That gently touches my soul (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) Sometimes it's soft as a misty rain (I'm loving you till there ain't nothin left) That gently touches my soul (Hey, hey, hey, hey) I fell in love with a flower that was without a sun And made a fool of myself for thinking I was the one To give you light When the timing wasn't right You reminded me that I was walking blind into the night So I pray you get this message Even tho you won't respond, cause you stopped answering my calls So I hope you hear this song I've been tryna say I love you but loving you feels so wrong You know they say don't know what you got until it's gone But f*ck it, I understand And I know that this ain't healthy for me You met my fam, and now you say you ain't ready for me I just wanna know how the f*ck you up and leave After swallowing my pride and placing my heart on my sleeve F*ck it, I'll never get it Lessons I won't forget em I’m learning to put myself in some better positions but now I guess I’m stuck Loving you until there's nothing left When really I should be focused on how to love myself, Jachin Sometimes it's soft as a misty rain (Yeah, yeah, yeah) How to love myself That gently touches my soul (Yeah, yeah) I'm loving you I should focus on how to love myself (Yeah, yeah, yeah) Sometimes it's soft as a misty rain (Yeah, yeah, yeah) How to love myself That gently touches my soul (Hey, hey, hey, hey) I'm, in love with you I should focus on how to love myself