Transparency II

Check Straight through this bitch One take 1, 2, 1, 2 Look What I'm sposed to do when I'm feeling I'm down and out With people counting down on me being down for the count When people hangin round with you never round when it counts When people thats surrounding you suffocating and drown Is that what they really mean when they say they gone hold you down I got alot of shit that I juggle around in circuit Lately I just give it to God and look how its working You got too many clowns in yo circle its like a circus Gotta watch out for serpents, they lurking under the surface See, I gotta watch cause I never like cuttin grass Honor roll nigga, was never caught cuttin class Really I was scared of my momma gettin that call Shit, really I was scared of my daddy whoopin my ass Momma started watching my story she gettin worried Say she never raised me to be like that and its scary Momma gotta know she was never the only one I would grow up wit niggas that rode around wit a gun See their good days was never having to use it My good days was fuckin around wit cupid Their bad days was seeing mom on the block My bad days was daddy punchin the clock Barely coming to games, that nigga was rarely off Now that I'm getting older I'm understanding the cost See, way back then I only knew what I thought I could never forget that feeling after a loss I guess that's where perfectionism would start I would take every loss as a dagger right to the heart The obsession wit never losing was way bigger than winning And never lookin stupid was way bigger than sinning That and a mix of pride is why niggas be spending All the rest of they blinks in clinks steady repenting Ion got all the answers but got a bunch of the questions Growin up I would have interrogations with reverends Asking em whats the meaning of this and that in this section I'm asking "why would God just take a rest on the 7th?" "All of this yo creation, then how would you never check it?" She was prolly elated and never thought we would wreck it Made Adam and Eve and left em alone a second They ate from the tree and she made em regret it Kicked em right outta eden for eating and disrespecting It got so bad you sent us your only son Hell of a sacrifice man that was ya only one Hanging there on the cross he asked "What have you done? God why thou forsaken me?" looking into the sun Even the son of God would question God on occasion See I always wondered why God would let us choose Believing in you is winning, then why would you let us lose If God made the earth, why man make all the rules Drownin all of our sins in gin, xans and juice If we was made yo image then why all of these flaws It only make sense that we serve an imperfect G-