Run Away

Paper rips on the table But I keep writing, writing My soul bleeds through my chest But I still scream, I still scream My hands are so unstable But I keep fighting, fighting My heart beats to the music I compose in my dreams Lost in the in-between I'm so exhausted, my day's filled With making believe And magic carpets I'm lost in my melodies Just what I wanted, my songs are filled With insecurities That I wrestle with I can't escape them I can't escape them oh no I can't escape them No matter how far I go I can't speak explicit Like Pulp Fiction I just beat around the bush Now I'm lost inside All my stupid pride From those long nights that it took Don't fit into crowds It's just fake laughs and drinking Everywhere I look I'm so sick of everybody Acting they okay We know you ain't good Why else would spend all your Friday nights Binge drinking Chasing your pain We're so scared of taking That leap of faith So we freeze keep things the same If you really want to feel Whole again Maybe fill the gap with something permanent So you don't seesaw between getting high and then falling back to the ground again I can't escape you I can't escape you, oh no I can't escape you No matter how far I go I can't run away from your love No matter what I do You pull me back to you I can't run away from your love I've never deserved it I couldn't have earned it