So What

So what I don't shine like him Took me a while to reconcile my filth Eyes on the prize inside how one feels Or monentary satisfaction cuz my pockets ain't filled Truth be told couldn't slide the opportunity slid From beneath me on the studio spent every last cent tank on empty I ain't even got the fucking two cents to be speaking on commitment found I can't afford it Most expensive things are gorgeous Power range on mighty morphed it Contort all of my ways circle as tight as corset Discipline on cadet had a ten before outta my stretch reach A dime so fine you could swore the lord sent Another one of the lords gifts Not the nigga that would usually pursue Hope I don't fail her Am I failure cuz I ain't succeed with paraphernalia Or more than that But as I succumb to unconfident thoughts in cul-de-sac I snap back realizing So what I don't shine like him Right now just ain't my time Although the limelight's dim It's far from diminished even when family cut me down Still stepping and I put the tree on it like timbs Took me a while to reconcile my filth Eyes on the prize inside how one feels Or monentary satisfaction cuz my pockets ain't filled Truth be told couldn't slide the opportunity slid From beneath me Should've stayed in womb instead of assume it would be easy In my shell presume That im hiding feelings but no I'm keeping Them wrapped like cocoon Can't use them against me I gained but found I had much more to lose Cut the whole world loose Can I live life with no strings attached In the mirror Still uneasy tryna see who that Is