A quiet place

What does it mean when I'm all alone Thinking where should I go And I can't find a quiet place in my head Don't look at me crazy I think I was a little faded (I think I was a little) But lately I've been sober I've been getting older God getting closer I don't know what to do My mind is full like all the time makes me emotional You don't want to see me down it's gon' mess you up (Down, down) Don't look at me crazy I think I was a little faded (I think I was a little) But lately I've been sober I've been getting older God getting closer