Am I

Am I Still here waiting for you To come back into my arms Still here waiting for you, begging for you To run back into my heart And I still can't tell the difference Between love and obsession Cause I feel like I'm obsessive And your love feels so destructive Am I a mess or am I just a test subject Am I like your failed test subject cause You kind of threw me out, like I am a mess Ironically I don't think that anything hurts more than being left Left behind without no explanation ,you know? Damn I feel like I'm- Losing feelings I'm numb I can't remember the last time I I fell in Love So will you run back to me baby Will you come back to me baby Oh won't you tell me Tell me baby Won't you come back to me But I get it, I'm unstable And I get what do I even bring to the table Love and affection was not enough for you You wanted something different I can sing for you I'm over this thing of only being friends, I don't want to be friends I guess it's over