The best thing I ever had

Had to take some time to myself I just need my mind out the shell Had to put my pride aside for minute Had reconcile with myself Had to re confess I just lost the best thing that I could ever get I thought we could be friends and that would never end We was perfect where we was but I didn't get it Man I'm slow as shit Aye Shame on me cause all this shit my fault I can't sleep cause she all in my thoughts I just wish I could've been more thoughtful I know she don't want to hear my promise's Yeah, It's alright I'm not okay but I can manage Deal with all the damage I hurt you and it's fair right I need to replenish My heart is so fermented God please don't condemn me ,oh god I hurt you bad ,just take it back ,I know you mad Think about the good times that we had I think I lost the best thing that I had How is it worth it You was all I had, I know that I made you mad give me another chance I didn't stab you in the back like your ex I didn't want to do you bad, I'm not perfect Aye Shame on me cause all this shit my fault I can't sleep cause she all in my thoughts I just wish I could've been more thoughtful I know she don't want to hear my promise's (yeah Yeah F*ck it)