Anxiety Waltz

Well, I'm feeling beautiful, spiritual, lyrical, wonderfully awful, and horribly sad I want to be exciting, and I am trying, but all of my efforts, they fail to expand Cause everyone hates me, I know it they hate me They hate me, they hate me, they hate me, they hate me And you you're so perfect, your effortless, conquest that everyone that you meet falls in love And, I'm not jealous, I'm fine with my solace, but it would be nice to not turn to stone Cause you'll be remembered, and I'll be forgotten, you'll be studied, and I'll be gone I'll never be great, but what is greatness Time keeps on going, erasing the faces of everyone smaller There is no callers, there is no message, there is no tone Do I have purpose and was this all worth it These are just things that I cannot know Cause I know I'm nothing, I know it I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I know I'm nothing, I know it I'm nothing I'm nothing, I'm nothing, I'm nothing, I'm nothing at all