We Were So Scared Of What We Would Become That We Didn't See We Were Already There

We're so scared Of what we'll become that We don't see we're already there I wake up most days afraid and I Take an anti-depressant and Dream about being somewhere else I look the news and there's been Another mass shooting a block from here And just off campus someones killed themselves We're so scared Of what we'll become that we Don't see we're already there I wake up most days I wake up most days I wake up most days I wake up most days I wake up most days I wake up most days I wake up most days I wake up most days Afraid I wake up most days afraid And I really wish I could be not scared Always being afraid of what's not there And I'm starting to feel petrified By all the small things in my life Am I going outside today Am I going to cry today Do I want to die today Will I find a rhyme today Maybe today will be the best day of my life Or maybe around the corner there's a man with a knife And I'm stagnating I'm stagnating I can feel it in my bones Oh I'm stagnating I'm stagnating Do I have a home any more Hey Hey Hey I'm so scared of what I'll become that I can't Seem To feel any sort of joy in my life without feeling So damn Unworthy