Why In My Dreams Do I Always Seem to Be Dying

Why in my dreams Do I always seem to be dying I feel so scared to say I didn't would mean that I'm lying And I don't know if I'll grow old But I don't want to leave just yet I was walking down the street to find something to eat But felt like everyone just wanted to hurt me. So I stayed home to eat And I don't know if I'll grow old But I don't want to leave just yet I don't want to be afraid To face the day ahead But it's hard when it feels like everything Just wishes I was dead I wanna tell people I love How I feel about them Without sounding like this is the end I'm not who I was then