Trust

Lord I know I can’t go on like this Something’s wrong I don’t know what it is Lord I know I can’t go On like this On like this How can I trust people when I can’t trust myself? Blocked out faces and feelings I’ve felt Blocked out memories simply cause they don’t serve me Being good to the people that really don’t deserve me I hate that I can’t trust people I hate that I keep get hurt Cause when alive is the time to be smiling and I Can blank face six deep in the dirt, at least that’s how I feel I don’t give a f*ck no more, I don’t give a f*ck no more (Lord I know I can’t go on like this) About me yeah I don’t give a f*ck no more, I don’t give a f*ck no more (Something’s wrong I don’t know what it is) About me man I don’t give a f*ck no more, I don’t give a f*ck no more (Lord I know I can’t go) About me man I don’t give a f*ck no more (On like this), I don’t give a f*ck no more (On like this) Am I just a toy to you? Not a person, a thing to use? I try so damn hard not to have scars So far… It’s not workin’ I’m certain I’m broken No curtain No hidin’ So open No hope in Just tryin’ Survivin’ ‘Cause momma didn’t raise compliance Imma be a motherfuckin’ giant Imma be a legend and I’ll put that on my death They’re either gonna hear my heart or find it cold in my chest Uh Not beatin’, not vibin’ But see my whole body jammin’ every second I’m alive man Yeah And it ain’t music that I’m makin’ It’s the trash I’m expelling to leave my body vacant Take it I don’t give a f*ck no more, I don’t give a f*ck no more (Lord I know I can’t go on like this) About me yeah I don’t give a f*ck no more, I don’t give a f*ck no more (Something’s wrong I don’t know what it is) About me man I don’t give a f*ck no more, I don’t give a f*ck no more (Lord I know I can’t go) About me man I don’t give a f*ck no more (On like this), I don’t give a f*ck no more (On like this) Am I Just a toy To you? To you-ou